Monday, December 10, 2007

Void



when you don't know
what you want
what will you do
rather not do?

what is this void
in my soul ?
its place in my
enchanted skies?
has it made the
distance infinite?
does it pride
in this journey endless?

Will I conquer
this numbness I feel ?
or will I let it
dictate my destiny?

I dont know
this way back,
the map to home ,
long lost...

yet I heard
that voice,
across my fears
"you will make it",
and I know,
That's I.

Monday, December 03, 2007

My crystal ball !



Eyes met to the beginnings
of a new world,
the unknown heaven.
bidding farewell,
to the one I know.

There, I lay in peace,
comfortably numb
to the pain, from truth
and the many lies,
while I am in my
beautiful dream.

Away from a cynical past
far from the gaze
that questioned me,
& a conflicting mind
which I bore on thyself,
I flew away,
to a noone's land
while I am in my
beautiful dream…

It ran out like
thin water, in streams
and I tried to capture,
with clasped palms & fists
this miniscule mind shift,
all that I got to drift
while I am in my
beautiful dream…

Saturday, December 01, 2007

Untold echos


Nothing’s, barely
good enough
Be kept a secret!
either as thrilling
Be shared!
Yet people hushed along...
Hushes echoing,
secrets told
And kept….

Monday, November 19, 2007

As you like it


Spellbound by
your ruthless cruelty,
I tried, to end this all!

But destiny had other plans
As it always does!!

Words fell with morbid silence
As I, in agonising pain
Shrieks of angst, unheard
pain lingered,forever
What is the value of life,
when gone tomorrow...
I tried to end this all

But destiny had other plans
& It always did..

I deserved it all, like u thought
It made sure, I had it fair
My share of this
unending breath.

soul butchered
I remain…

Friday, November 09, 2007

Mind Game


My brain is a funny place
I make castles of sand,
and It makes the high tides

(Alzheimer's)