Alive again

Feeling alive

is an ordeal

often forgotten
tired & bruised

yet I try & lose

to escape those

wretched memories

It is like a dreadful dream

and.....

life stalled there!

at a nerve wrecking pause!!

I am endlessly

praying for a new day,

it never comes,

It did not today,

yet I await

.......

.........

And I wait....

for what, I no longer know

for whom, I forgot

I am still at that pause..

.....

.....

Only, I have learnt to live now!!