Bygones

I love you my dear
with my soul and heart
through nights and days are not the words
each moment would suite me more
while i waited ....
not knowing how long...

Many days of years...
I have been alone in tears...
never knowing why you were gone..
So here i lived in my days bygone...

I know i meant nobody
not even the wild flower u crushed to thwart
or the wiff of ash ur cigar burnt..
Knowing all i stood to adore
while you went by winning more...

sometimes i wish you would know,
that the swirl of wind
reminds your lore...
and each day is such a sore
and as i said...
through all these years
I loved you so..

There was anger and pain.
then came tears and pain,
Now remains pain and pain
with years gone
and hope in despair..

Darling........
One wish i hold
till my last moment of death....
to see you in eye..
and ask you WHY...............