shakuntala

Is it a yes or Is it a no?
tell me when you know
I am waiting...
and I shall remain so

Holding my heart
through countless falls
gloomy nights,lonesome showers
silent snows...
I am waiting
I shall remain so

Many passed by
few showered pity
others plain redicule
nothing seemed to touch me
neither the colors off fall
nor the pity or the redicule
but for the silence
of the each night
and yet
I am waiting
and I shall remain so


Drew my strength from beleif
courage from faith
rationale escaped...
while I am waiting
and I shall remain so...

I wish....I knew ...!!

How I wish I knew
to fall in love so true
is so much a crime
The sentence a lifetime…

How I wish I knew
That you were a lie
Those smiles would turn a wry
Leaving me to cry...


How I wish I knew
I am the looser & at shame..
While I lauded you
Steal me through…


How I wish I knew
it was but a game for you,
to tame the untamed…

How I wish I knew
you never loved me true
so much a crime
the sentence a lifetime

words of silence

Much to say
Much to ask
But I stay calm
Lost in your storm

Heart cried in pain
Tears shed in vain
Words lost in grief
Reality struck belief
Albeit
I stand
Much to say ….
Much to ask...

How small a moment was it?

How long did it take
To love me so you might die?
How long did it take
To leave my memories behind

How long did it take
To touch my lips with desire?
And How long did it take
To kiss another with your vile?

How long did it take
To bend your head & to ask my hand?
And how many more times
did you do the same

How long did it take
To steal my innocence?
and how long did it take
To leave me in pain?

What a pity you needed no time
To love me so or to leave me behind
Whilst all I have in my life
Are the gifts you left me….
These Slaughtered times …

Always

I loved you in my dreams
And my days of child
I adored you though the books I read
Called you my knight at stead
I found you in the shadow that said
I am with you even in death…
I felt you in the song I sang
In the moves I made when I danced…
The list never ended then
Cause I found you
In the rays of sun,
And Blooms of spring
In Drops of rain
And in my sinful grin….
I knew I looked with weary eyes
At the moon that embraced me all those nights...
While I Thought how many more nights…
With out my lover’s sight…
To set me alight….
These are just few to say...
How I knew you the day…
The day I knew me as I say…